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(Edited on 29th November 2008, 10:16pm)Thursday, November 27, 2008 After this past week, i've been rather lazy to update about what is happening in my life right now. Not that there is nothing to say, but nothing significant and nothing i want to reveal at this point of time. In fact, there is a part of me that wants to be elusive and exclusive for now. I've kinda lost my tempo for anything right now so waiting on others to drum it right up for me, though that would probably mean it MIGHT just never happen. But we'll see... haha. A few things that happened the past week or so: 18/19 Nov (forgot) - Lunch with Ter, Dinner with Kenny 22 Nov - KBox with Oh-My-Tian, Marc, Ron, BBQ, Maxim 23 Nov - Breakfast with Fiona, Night Recital Performance (watch only la...) with Kenny 25 Nov - Lunch with Yang Sis, Job Interview and got the Job 26 & 27 Nov - Trg for new job, new friends with Sharon, Meiling and co... (headaches and lame jokes - "Later Hell also got account..." ha) 28 Nov - First day of attachment (which i didn't learn much but play Hangman ha) I will update more when things are more stable but for now, i remain yes... ELUSIVE. Counting down to the end of the year, there isn't really much looking up plus i don't exactly feel the holiday mood ringing through just yet. Maybe it's the recession looming over the festive period, or maybe the buzz just hasn't gotten to me. That's for the personal side but on the MUSIC side, things are getting more frenzied as right now i'm finalising the winners for my own JLOE Music Awards, JLOE Personal Music Awards as well as JLOE Top 100 Songs of 2008. Yups, i'm in my own musically-obsessive world of songs and more songs. Meantime, while awaiting what we chemically term as "equilibrium" in my life, i don't seem far to interested in many things at the moment. Which is probably why there is a lack of updates until i find that inner stability. Not something bad though, but not something good as well. It's more like a transitional phase of change that evokes feelings of insecurity, uncertainty and mainly, unfamiliarity in me (and i believe anyone). I guess it's prelude to my inaugural year-end reflections. Something along the lines of PRE-NATAL depression (minus the depression) and the FIRST DAY in a NEW environment. A combination of both in fact. Believe things will clear up once stability is achieved. Let me hover around for the moment and remain ELUSIVE. haha. music.city.soul || 11:34 PM || 0 comments |
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