Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Leave A Light On For Me

When Semester starts again. Highlights only.

3th Jan: Chinatown Karaoke + Little Fockers with Wax, Kerw, CY
4th Jan: Lunch with Chunghung
5th Jan: Lunch + Bowling with Hotties
6th Jan: RP Mtg
9th Jan: Love + Other Drugs with Ken
12th Jan: Dinner with Terr
14th Jan: Lunch with Hy, Sw, Xj and Genehow (revelations!)
14th Jan: Birthday Dinner for Kee (shopping partner!), with Bee :)
17th Jan: Dinner with Siti
18th Jan: Rp Interviews!
18th Jan: Lunch with Germ! :)
18th Jan: Dinner with Hern! :)
19th Jan: Burlesque with Meng and Genehow! :)
20th Jan: Rp mtg :(
21st Jan: Seeing Sufandy!
21st Jan: Dinner with Shermie & Boonie (+Shopping!) :D
25th Jan: Dinner with YT and JQ at Holland V
26th Jan: IPPT - incomplete because of the rain :(((
26th Jan: Astons + Gong Cha outing with AMK Gang
28th Jan: Finally finished research prog point with Genehow!
28th Jan: Supper with Hotties at Geylang! :)
29th Jan: IPPT with Boonie! - PASS! YAY!
29th Jan: Dinner, many buses, island creamery (many tasters) with Boonie and Sherms! :D
30th Jan: Dinner with 4th Uncle&Family

1st Feb: Edrei's Advance Birthday Celebn + Daily Scoop + Bus trip back (tears of laughter!)
3rd Feb: CNY Day 1: Visits from relatives
4th Feb: CNY Day 2: "Homecoming" + Family Dinner
5th Feb: CNY Day 3: Visit to Aunty Nancy's!
5th Feb: Farewell dinner for Terr (with JQ) :(
6th Feb: CNY Day 4: CNY Visit + Steamboat + UNO Huat Arh! with AMK gang :)
7th Feb: JANET JACKSON CONCERT! with Meng :DDD
11th Feb: Lab - Piuying's Old Ileum Vs Expressive Ileum HAHA
18th Feb: 127hrs with jh
19th Feb: Grandma's Bdae Celebration
20th Feb: Meeting Karen

15th Mar: Shopping with Bee and Kee :)
15th Mar: Jason's 23rd Bdae Dinner w the hotties!
19th Mar: Sharon's 21st Bdae :)

8th April: ZL's pre-birthday Celebration


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Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Into the Heart of a Moment - Reflections 2010

With school starting tomorrow, it's the last final moment for me to drown in my own thoughts and reflect on the year I mean since i started last year late, i should reflect later too right? haha EXCUSES EXCUSES.

Without talking too much on IT (i promised myself not to bring IT up anymore), there was a black cloud glooming over the entire year, and it did everything in its path to rain on my parade. In a strange way, it forced me to treasure everyone else who has always been there for me (all the friends i thanked) but almost make me lose faith in the idea of friendship, especially new friendships.

It's obvious CHANGE is the word every year. Without a doubt, people change, and i change too. But the key is to make the change in tandem with your friends. Once someone strays into the other path, you know the two of you are destined to end up in different places. It's scary when someone you thought you knew changed to be a totally different person before you can do anything about it. I don't want that to happen again.

I've my share of bad friendships and i know that will probably not be the last one. If anything, all these experiences make me determined to strengthen what i have with my friends to make sure it never happens to us, which is why i spent alot of the time on - maintaining what i have, good.

But with me losing faith in the idea of friendship, trying to build new friendships was the last thing on my mind. I even lost passion for radio, which was so close to my heart at the start of the year. I was focused on forgetting the ugly stain, and moving on to better memories with the people i have, improving what i have.

I think at some point, the whole resistance idea finally began to make me a soulless person, and i really think it's stupid to let that bad memory ruin a better future. I am going to leave THAT behind, and trust in the better nature of people. Sadly, I still have my reservations and doubts when it comes to friends but for my good friends, i will continue to believe wholeheartedly in the best of them.

With the new year, i guess i'll just try to fulfil my birthday goals, which are pretty much a good guide to what i wanna achieve.

1) better maintain the balance between school work, activities and my own social life.
2) tell myself that I can do/be better instead of settling for less/satisfactory.
3) continue to learn more about myself, and my role as a son and a friend :)
4) make use of the opportunities that come my way, and even create opportunities for myself.
5) lead a more active and healthier lifestyle! (and gain weight)

To add on, i would hope to be a better friend and also hope to regain my passion in some of the areas in life now. And to have a positive outlook every time! It's so tiring to be depressed and no one understands the pain other than yourself. So i really want to just be happy, satisfied with what i have, and have more faith in myself.

Here we go, 2011! :)


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